Got kinda tickled at my friend Kerry tonight. We always have the funniest conversations, and they almost always start with us talking about one of us driving to the next thing. Busy could be our word of the day, but the funniest thing of all is how she seems to be often worried that I don't have a boyfriend. I keep telling her that it would take a pretty amazing guy to put up with all this, and then that is when she says she is on a mission to end my lonely.
I love you Kerry...but I'm not really lonely. I have the most amazing friends. I am challenged each day with a new project and something to add to my world. And I have been blessed with the best five kids any more every got to raise...well actually they raised me. Not to mention two of the most perfect grands a Gimmee' ever had. Yeah...look if you want to, but Noworries if he doesnt show up.
I really love all the love stories in my life. So many of my friends have the happily ever after and I am happy for them, but also sure that I will never settle for less than what they have. I was married for a very long time. I know what struggle is, I lived through heart ache, and I came out better for all the challenges on the other side. I would not change a minute of that life, nor would I make any of the same mistakes again. I learned them too well.
I am ok to be alone for the rest of this life if that is what is meant for me. I am ok if someone comes to share the journey, for a few dates for the rest of this parade.
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