I do not offer you sympathy although I will listen to your woes, I do not have any pity, because I know how the story really goes.
Someone asked me recently how I became so wise, and while I had to think for a minute to understand that someone think me wise, in an instant I knew to say thanks to all those who had given me trials to overcome, lies to realise were untrue and other gifts that most would rather not get. But in the outcome of all those unwanted but accepted hurts, it has taught me to fear no one, but to see each for who they really are. I do not doubt my instincts, but I also know that at each threat I have a choice to give in or continue to live with integrity and faith that all things are to the good. Attack me if you must, but you can never take what is mine. Because when you grab that which you did not create, it is only with you as long as you can learn to hate it and then it is taken from you. I see you, those who would come to take away that which I have created and that you covet. Come and grab all you can...I will create more. Steal away whatever you think you must have. I will not fear your thievery, because I know. I know the laws. I have seen them work over and over again. I can tell you the stories of many who have tried, and yet here I stand. As happy with my life as ever. Not only sure of my place in this world but confident enough in my blessings to even work towards you finding yours. I am excited for the changes that are coming soon, and fast. I am creating this life, writing my story so that each desire becomes part of this reality, until the world is just the place we all want to live, in peace and love and amazing creative energy.
Sometimes I get accused of being mean, and this shocking but still baffeling revelation is something I cannot understand. Our society seems to have embraced this notion that if I feel sympathy and sorrow for others that that will somehow make their battle easier. That lowering my vibrational serenity to live in their creation of woe, will some how lighten their load. I totally understand that while someone is in the throws of the misery, that I cannot say or do anything that will give relief, nor can I become sorroful enough to make them begin to heal. I will embrace empathy for those who are suffering, but I also have been educated on the fact that every situation in our lives, and I mean every one, is meant to be a part of the story which validates our journey here. If it were not so, there would not be any reason for any of this. What is the point if it all ends up in nothing anyway? The driving force of human nature is that we seek happiness, fulftilment, and creation. Whether it be life, money or drama...our creative being thrives on the creation of any of it. Yes even the bad stuff...because it adds to our understanding of the human experience.
Believing that everything has to be perfect for me to be happy is like living life on a treadmill. The limited pace of being able to vary the speed and the unchanging scenery would not only get boring, it would lead us to find a way to stop walking if it meant the treadmill is all we could ever do. Life is sacred, every life. It has value whether it lasts a minute or 100 years. Saying that life must be perfect before it has value is the biggest diservice that can ever be paid. It also sets up the biggest lie every purposed....each life is already perfect. Each and every life that touches mine adds to it just as all the interaction polishes yours. The judgement that we have all learned to live by having our belief that only the good stuff is good and all the bad stuff is bad, has taken away part of the joy-ality that life can be.
If having every material item we long for was the only thing we believe would bring happiness, then how could those who live in abject poverty not have already given up and quit the journey? If being on the list of the richest in the world was the ending of misery, how is that we still hear of people who have millions, fame and more than most will ever see, can still decide to end their trip?
It is because we have not done a great job at educating our fellow travelers on the meaning and purpose of their journey. Tribes and ancient civilizations used to perform coming of age ceremonies and some still do I am sure. These lessons of life, hunting, and other practices were preparing the next generation for the journey. We as Americans have trivialized our understanding to school, college and organized religion. We have forgotten the most important lessons.
We ae all connected-period. We are all creative energy-period. We are all going to check out of this reality with the understanding that someone forgot to share along the way-period. The Ahh-ha moment will reveal the reasons for the journey, the lessons grabbed along the way and the rejoining to the creative universe that awaits our awakening. PERIOD-EXCLAMATION POINT!!!!!
We have been lead to the dumbing down of humans. The trivializtion of our power. The mis-represntation of why we are here, and much more. We have been given busy work while the lessons are being learned, but the outcome is always the same. The reason many say that our lives flash before our eyes as we start the check out process is so that we can see those moments that were given to us to make a cellular change in our consciousness. Stop for a minute and replay your life...do you see those moments? They are probably the same as mine, those pivotal seconds where the life as you know it changed forever---when actually it just changed so that your forever would be right.
I do not share these thoughts so that you can think me crazy, nor do I hope that I will convice you that you are wrong. While there are people who will create and pass through their life by creating wrongs, it is still always the same ending. And it will ultimately be the ending we decide on. There is no wrong way to live this life. Please play however you see fit. Cause harm and damage as you travel along if you so choose. Those who long to see that and are busy creating those paths will welcome you and play along to get their cellular changes as well. Or set about your path creating light and love and peace to all those you pass by. I seek to create and attract those who are like minded, but occassionaly I also understand that my thoughts will allow those in who have less than honorable motives to share my space. When they show up, I can shed the tears of dissappointment, and then head back in my direction and wish them well hanging on to my grade---pass or fail I still get move to the next level.
Sometimes as I write these blogs, I am reminded that I do not always know where the words come from. I am however eternally grateful for those who helped me pull out of the drama that was my life before. I am sure that all those lessons were necessary, but dang was I slow on the learning curve. I held to those beliefs that had been gifted me and I hung tightly. I did not understand that we each get to decide what it is we will get out of this life and that which we will add to it. We can stay with those hand me down understandings and stay tied to a life that someone else believes we should live. We can refuse to look to those moments that could change us on a cellular level or we can just recite the old cliches such as "Life is hard" Life is not fair" "Good guys finsish last" "only the good die Young" bla, blah , blah. Our lives are meant for us to seek the answers, and they are meant for us to enjoy....well actually to enjoy or not but its still our choice.
At the end of the day or the finish of the play, know that it is important to write what you mean, say what you believe and share what you feel. There will always be those who are the journey with you and those who are not. But I wouldn't have it any other way. I love this life and I love most that I have learned my lessons and I can see the real that is in front of me...whether it be the good or bad. Oh and by the way I have stopped labeling it that way too...it just IS what it IS. REAL
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